I have not seen my ex since May we did not text chat until September and since we have had some text chat if I start the conversation but it is very light (not what I want) . I have been trying to not text , every day is a struggle to not pick up the phone. I am trying to let go of him because I think if he wanted to be with me he would be here with me now!
My question is I go to text him and stop myself, I become shaky,sweaty, blurred vision, want to vomit is this normal? Is it anxiety, is it being silly, I can’t stop the waves so I don’t touch my phone for music or anything if someone does text me my heart jumps and it takes me hours to have the courage to look at it! A bit nuts right.?
Trixie, I can relate to how you feel. I’m going through a similar situation. We parted ways earlier this year and she moved to another part of the state (4 hrs away). It is very difficult as you know, to not just pick up the phone and call. The last words that she sent me back in sept were that she, ” missed our conversations.” I’m not sure what to do at this very moment but knowing that other souls travel a similar path let’s me know that we are humans searching for answers. In the the words of GraceInMotion, “it will be okay.”