I have to say our story is oddly enough, very similar…when I read it (my very first time on this site and also the very first thing I read) I cannot seem to bounce back emotionally with feeling safe is my biggest problem. I am always scared because I literally have nothing and no one ( not being dramatic,  it’s unfortunately real) I’m plenty capable of taking care of myself, life’s circumstances have made me strong yet I feel weak and alone….I have absolutely no trust and with good reason so how do I ever meet people when I’m always afraid?