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  • January 16, 2018 at 7:03 am #187003
    Peter
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    Deep peace of the running wave to you.
    Deep peace of the flowing air to you.
    Deep peace of the quiet earth to you.
    Deep peace of the shining stars to you.

    I wish you well Tannhauser

     

    January 16, 2018 at 1:15 pm #187075
    DEAN SMITH
    Participant

    Hi Tannhauser……You seem pretty fed up to me!!

    I read what you write, and I get it Bro…I really, really get what  you are saying, & feeling.And its ok to feel like it…embrace these feelings.

    You need a break…a rest, from it all….all what upsets you. Enrages you. Depresses you. All the things that get your goat, have a break from. Do something, anything that YOU ENJOY doing, or, not doing. And then, hopefully, you will feel better. I hope you will, I really do.

    But for now, please rest, chill, relax.

    Speak soon, hopefully, your friend & ever well wisher, Deano

     

    January 17, 2018 at 4:38 am #187169
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    I wish to apologise to everyone for my appalling behaviour of late. I gave my Ego free rein, but my Ego isn’t me. I am not like that.

    I realise that for all this time I have been externalising and demanding validation from something outside of me. That is the fault of doctrinal head religion, and it is a mindset that is difficult to overcome. I have ran into my ‘Real Self’ on occasion, and he is radically different from the tantrum-throwing child that has been inhabiting this forum of late. For me, it seems that religion got in the way and made this process ten times harder than it should have been. I found it hard to square this particular circle and it messed my head up which boiled over into anger at times. God was showing me that ‘It’ is in everything, but religion was telling me the opposite.

    I have discovered that there are many paths.

    Once again, I sincerely apologise, and I thank you all for trying to help me.

    Best wishes,

    Tannhauser.

    January 17, 2018 at 9:49 am #187249
    Peter
    Participant

    Well said Tannhauser

    January 17, 2018 at 10:58 am #187275
    crystalmoon
    Participant

    Tannhauser, this is amazing! I also realized so much through this experience, good lessons learnt! We all fall down now and then and we get up. I wanted to apologize for such a harsh response too, I was not able to put myself into your perspective at that given time, and I have learnt for the future not to express myself in such a strikt harsh way, it usually only backfires. Others were strong and showed compassion and I had a marvelous learning experience from them how to react more kindly  towards a moment of falling down.

    Thank you all.

    Much love.

    Selene

    January 18, 2018 at 6:40 am #187371
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    Thank you all for your kindness.

    Selene, you have nothing to apologise for. I shouldn’t have spoken to you in the way I did.

    Best wishes,

    Tannhauser

    March 6, 2018 at 8:04 am #196049
    Susan
    Participant

    Oh my heart truly breaks for you @Tannhauser.  Coming from the deep dark crevasses of despair myself, I can only hope and pray that you will find the one and only way to the truth and the light as I have.  Are you open to accepting that there is a different way of looking at your life?  Are you open to the possibility that happiness is attainable through letting go of your bitterness if only you knew how?  I don’t know you from Adam’s house cat (where did that phrase come from anyway??) and you don’t know me, but that’s OK.  When I see a brother struggling, I have to act upon my own beliefs and my own faith.  It is my duty as a child of God.

    Praying for you @Tannhauser, whether you appreciate it or believe in it or not.  I do it with love.

    March 7, 2018 at 7:17 am #196219
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    Thanks for your input.

    I still stand by my assertion that my spiritual phase is over. Many different gods/higher beings have made themselves known through synchronicity (Diana/Artemis really knocked herself out trying to get my attention of late). However, when things started to get occultic it was time for me to pack it all in. I won’t even pray now, because I don’t know to whom I am praying. One might use words like ‘Father’ in one’s prayers, but which one? Yahweh? Odin? Zeus? Even Jesus is suspect. He seems to have so many different personas or ‘avatars’. You pray to the Lord of Life. Which one? Jesus? Osiris? Nah, I’ll go my own way, lead my own life and do my own thing. I’ll try to find a balance and act out of love and respect like most people do. As for the gods, they’ve got their world and I’ve got mine. I accept they exist but I’m not going to fawn over them.

    Best wishes,

    Tannhauser

    March 7, 2018 at 9:39 am #196245
    Peter
    Participant

    ”I’ll try to find a balance and act out of love and respect”

    I like that.

    Peter

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