Dear nothing:
Thank you for sharing your “Strange Experience”.
“No suffering, no happiness. Just nothing”- no suffering is a good, good thing.
“Just nothing”, like your chosen name, nothing.
“i’m just observator of emotions, even the body isn’t me”- being able to observe our emotions (instead of drowning in emotions, being taken by them as if they were powerful waves in the ocean, or a strong windstorm), is a very good thing.
Of course, as humans we cannot get rid of our emotions, but it is possible, as you experienced in this meditation, to detach ourselves from them so to not impulsively react to them any which way. By detaching and observing, we have the space needed to thoughtfully choose our behaviors.
anita