once again..this feeling wasn’t gone..
me and him couple for 3 years,we have been staying together for 2 years..
these years..v have been go through so many things..
he got a past 7 years relationship, and plan to get married, but it doesn’t work..
after that, v meet..and v start to begin..
he is a weird person..sometimes he treat me like a girlfriend, but sometimes I feel like v are just a stranger
we come from a very different background, his has a very poor family background, and the financial support is very bad
we are different race and yet different religion..
I try to be with him..i try my best to live with him..even my family was not really support this relationship
once and once..he find some reason to get away from me.
he never say that he will break up with me..
but he is prepare himself to get chance to another women..
he never thought that I would know what happen behind of the scene..
I control myself. But it hurts me so much..
I try to go for gym everyday, try to go out with friends until the midnight, try to make myself busy..
and when both of us in the room, we have nothing to talk..
and this has been happen for few month..
I made a decision to move out from the room..
I thought that this may help me to see more deeply about him..
now we apart from each other..
and our relationship does not getting better, and he still contact with another girls like nothing happen
I call up him and request for a end.. along 20 min ..he never talk for 5 min..
I m very tired.. and I know that I love him too much..i just feel like I m the fool
please..help me out..i feel like I m losing hopes and I cant get myself clear to do things..