Alright beautiful people. I need your advice.
I have been at wits with a man that I once thought was everything vs my current BF. Trying to decide whether to stay with my current or move on, (to an ex.) Sounds horrible I know, I know. Bare with me.

About me? I am a very outgoing, hard working, loving person. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I am also very simple. But I also like being challenged mentally and a lil play. Now I do love having a great time with friends and tossing a very shots back, but on the daily, I love just coming home and being with the people that matter most ya know? Conversating about our day, and just relaxing.

To tell you a little bit about my current boyfriend, we’ll just call him B, he is a bubbly, funny, attractive looking man, 25 to be exact. He loves me for all the flaws that I have, and there are quite a few. He owns his own construction company with his 19 year old brother, who has actually lived with us for the past year. He is However, B has a tendency to joke about EVERYTHING. Bills to work to even money. He literally jokes about everything. You think of something and he can make it funny. Now I know what your thinking, ‘what’s so wrong with that?’ And yes, I have asked myself this for so long. Months to be exact. And no, I cannot find an answer so that is why I am asking for your advice. Real advice, don’t be afraid to hurt my feelings either. RAW preferred!

My Dilemma? I love my boyfriend, very much. Or at least I think. We have been dating for almost 3 years, 972 days to be exact. Lol And we have gone through SO much. Late rent, no water for a week, rock bottom together. I have driven between the two of us our entire relationship and have been the one to hold a job the entire time as well. But that’s not what bothers me. I feel that I am being very critiqued in our relationship. We are very comfortable around each other so there isn’t really anything we haven’t said to each other. We are by no means abusive but when we argue, it is usually filled with swear words, ends with me crying and sometimes causes hours of no communication or interaction. I’m sure this is normal, but it’s almost an every week thing. From my driving being critiqued to how I conversate. Now, I know that some critiquing is okay, but his words, literally break me down. “Instead of saying this, say this…’ or ‘Instead of acting this way, do this…” It’s constant in almost everything I do that engages an argument. Feels like it’s ALWAYS my fault. Also, when there are times I just want to be held and comforted, I have to ask. Actually go up to him, and ask for his time. We have no kids, just two dogs so there is nothing binding that takes away his time. Also he is currently working for someone else right now so the company does not take up his time either. Its usually Facebook or Xbox.

The Ex; D. Well D is a very sweet, kind, understanding man. He has his life together in his current field, degree received architect. He thinks I am his world. He want’s nothing more than to be my man and to make me happy for the rest of his life. Literally wants to treat me like a princess! Everything I want in a man. What’s the problem? I’m dating my current and I don’t know whether to end things and pick up with my ex or keep trying to make my current work. I don’t want to be the girl that just moves on from guy to guy and I’m sure that’s how it seems but I am at a point in my life where I just want to find Mr. Right, like all women.

PLEASE HELP.