When we’re together, our common conversation is usually about things that is going on in our life or what we plan to do.

Once I told my close friend about my plan like I  planned  to build a house in my land, then she came up with an idea of building a house as well and started the project before I did.  And when I told my plan that I want to live in a farm, then she started her farm too.  When she knew I’m interested in craft work and still working on it, she started sell craft work online and inviting me to join her. When I’ve talked to our mutual friend that I’ve planed to have a baby at the end of this year and she knew it, she asked me if I was planing to have a baby and I told her I’ve just prepared. Fews months later, she came back with the news that she was pregnant.

It’s just so weird that I feel like anything I’ve planned to do..she’ll do it first and coincidentally it was the similar things I wanna do too. I can’t help feeling hurt when I heard or see her updating her Facebook and showing off thing I’ve plan to do or what I want in life but she did it and get it first.  I start questioning if  she really is my true friend and I should continue friendship with her as she has hurt so much my feeling.