Dear weepingdragon:

You wrote in your last post above: “I’m not perpetually angry but I am in day 4 of a 4 day long panic attack that isn’t going anywhere at the moment. But I know plenty of people who are perceptually angry who have someone in their lives.”

What you stated, that you are on “day 4 of a 4 day long panic attack that isn’t going anywhere at the moment”- is not true and cannot possibly be true, factual. A panic attack cannot possibly last 4 days or even one day. The brain and the body cannot handle intense fear for longer than a very short time, moments maybe. It simply isn’t possible.

So you exaggerate to make your point here; you stretch the truth as far as you can.

You also wrote in this thread that you have a steady job. Having a steady job is not congruent with days long extreme distress of any kind.

And then some people would say (taking your line of thinking)- what does he have to complain about? He has a steady job while I can’t hold a job for longer than a week, if that long…

Your exaggerating makes we wonder where else it is expressed here, on your thread. I am sure you had a bad childhood, no doubt about that. But you may be exaggerating it as well. Again, it was bad enough but you may feel the need to exaggerate it too. So I don’t trust you to tell me the truth here. Not so far.

Back to my quote on this very post, a quote of you: ” I know plenty of people who are perceptually angry who have someone in their lives.”

Well, perpetually angry people should not have someone in their lives, someone to suffer from their anger. The fact that you are not considering healing your hurt and anger before you aim at a relationship and starting a family, but want a partner and … children while keeping your perpetual anger going (if you at all consider yourself perpetually angry) is very worrisome.

Please heal your hurt and anger FIRST.

anita