I appreciate your help, I really do.

Unfortunately I have hypopituitarism, (damaged anterior gland and probable olfactory bulb damage), low growth hormone levels and very low testosterone levels. So I fail to see how these codes can work where all medical intervention has failed.

But I wish for you to answer a question I put to you. I am/was a Christian, yet all my spiritual experiences have pointed to Pagan gods. My first experience took place inside a Catholic church, and I am now wondering if all the accusations levelled at Catholicism are true; namely, that it is a Pagan religion. I wonder if, rather than worshipping Jesus on a Sunday, we are actually worshipping Bacchus/Dionysus. All my experiences pointed to Roman gods. It started with Bacchus, progressed to Neptune and Vesta, and the last one was quite incredible. I was out in the garden during the summer and I fell half-asleep on the swing. I dreamt of a white archway and then the prow of a ship in a harbour. I later discovered that evening that the day in question was the Roman festival of Portunus, god of gateways and harbours.

What does all this mean? Why is it happening to me?

Best wishes,
Tannhauser

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