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  • #119976
    eight
    Participant

    No Tannhauser I am not a witch or anything like that – at least not yet 😉

    The codes are available to every soul on earth from the universe you can Google it. I am already using them on people I meet everyday and on myself.

    I am not sure about the way we should say the numbers like 88 / eighty eight or eight eight / 888 eight hundred eighty eight or eight eight eight. . I guess trying both ways could save time and help much quicker.

    Well I’ll stick around just in case you need me here Xxx Be good

    #120102
    eight
    Participant

    That’s weird because I have a flash of remembering Van there was black one and when my awakening started I saw white one.

    I wanted to share with you that codes works. My daughter had accident yesterday and I was reciting codes , writing it with my finger in the air and on her forehead .. praying for miracle.
    She woke up today slightly confused but she is okay. I am thankful to Universe and All invisible ones for he support we have received.

    ONLY LOVE CAN HEAL
    ONLY PURE LOVE CAN HEAL
    ONLY ACCEPTING DIFFICULT LESSONS AND TRUST THE HEAVENS FOR THE HIGHEST GOOD OF ALL MAKE MIRACLES APPEAR

    LOVE IS ALL THAT IS.

    Love and light for All

    #120787
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    Today I have realised that I was never really a Christian. I am not a true Christian. This is because I no longer feel connected to the hateful Christian God, who really detests everything He has made. Who is cruel and vindictive. Who made homosexuality possible but who hates gays. Whose followers label themselves Christian yet so often use extremely ugly language when they come across opinions that differ from theirs, and who use Bible passages like weapons to back up their ugly language.

    What do I do now? I have had a spiritual experience and all my old beliefs have vanished. I can’t pray anymore and I am completely lost.

    Tannhauser.

    #120791
    eight
    Participant

    Spiritual path is a most challenging one, as on this path many times we feel alone and abandoned, as all around you, you will see others who have taken the less higher paths, and things will seem easy for them, but the one that u have chosen is the one that delivers you back to your full ascended union, which will ensure the anchoring of the new paradigm of Sacred Unity.

    Taking this path means that whenever you seek outside yourself for love through relationships, substances, food, or any addictions you will never find it. and this is how God created it. it is only by turning back to him, turning back to yourself, that you will only ever find the solace comfort and love that you seek. There will be not many people on earth at this time that have chosen this path, and you will be blazing a trail, you are one of the wayshowers, this path will be very very hard for your ego, and you will feel angry at God when you can’t manifest what you are seeking from outside of yourself.

    Love and light for you Tannhauser x

    #120794
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    Then my life is over. I might as well end it now. But you know me too well, and it troubles me. I don’t feel a connection to God anymore, certainly not the Christian God. I am repulsed by the Bible. If I can’t find happiness in human relationships, or substance abuse, then I can’t find it in God either. Is this how it’s supposed to be? I can’t go within myself, there is nothing but emptiness inside me.

    Tannhauser

    #120795
    eight
    Participant

    We all started from scratch Tannhauser no matter how many string you need to repair it’s good to start from one. One is always better than none.

    The pain I went through locked me out from 3D world for numbers od months. Harsh experience indeed but necessary and I am proud of myself. I came so far and even if I was only one I’ll still believe in my truth and God knows I am not joking.

    At the end of the day I wish to complete the earth ascension and be back at home x but it’s not up tk me to chose which day it will be x
    Stay strong release what holds you back. TRUST just trust .. today I’ve watched yt Victor Oddo -why’intense doubt’

    When you doubt stop think and go back to the best magic you’ve experienced ever since awaken. I am sure you have a few. Swearing it and pushing it away hurts everyone but you.

    We will all get there eventually x

    #120808
    eight
    Participant

    ‘We think religion — yours, mine, and ours — contains God, when in fact it’s the reverse. God is infinitely larger than any religion could ever be, no matter how global, dogmatic or grandiose. God is the infinite structure within which every religion is contained. Within which we ourselves are contained.

    If we think of religion that way, we may be more open to the many true things religion does not mention about life in general. The many things it doesn’t mention about God, for that matter.
    All sacred texts contain many teachings that are bound by time, culture, and the limitations of the human mind and experience. However God is not fixed in time. God is eternal. Wonder how difficult it is for God to reach us through the extreme limitations of the human mind.

    If we understand better that God contains us and our religious beliefs instead of the reverse, we might think more about how we’ve tried to confine God to our specific and rigid belief systems — belief systems that sometimes show themselves over time or personal experience to be conditional or even false. If we truly understand the infinite nature of God, we might give our Creator a little more room to breathe — to speak through different types of people in different cultures with different priorities. We might not set ourselves up for failure by creating literal and absolute profiles of a Creator who is, let’s face it, largely unknowable to our imperfect minds.
    We might listen better to the ideas of others in the human family and not freeze our spiritual evolution to a temporal time and space that is fixed for all eternity. Anything fixed is human, after all, because God cannot be pinned down anywhere in the space/time continuum except by us and our perceptions, true or false.

    If we think of God this way, as the Infinite Unknown, we might be willing to understand that the religious ideas we have inherited or discovered, however true, are a fraction of the divine information that is continually being imparted from the spiritual domain.

    When I think about the idea that God contains us fully and not the other way around, I become more humble and receptive to the ideas of others, though I am not advocating lack of discernment. But if instead of reaching for systematic dogma or defining God through rigid systems of any persuasion, we instead openly seek Truth, I think we have a better chance of actually finding God.’

    #120810
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    But I don’t believe in God anymore. You might feel Him/Her/It, I don’t. My entire belief system has collapsed. I am empty inside. I feel nothing, except for occasional feelings of deep sadness which well up inside me. I don’t mind these feelings of sadness, for at least I am feeling something when they happen. Perhaps a lot of it has to do with my medical condition (I have hypopituitarism). When I think of God, I only view Him/Her/It as a punishing figure who has sought to punish my past-life misdeeds by blighting me with chronic illness and infertility.

    I don’t think I am going to make it very far into 2017. I can’t live like this.

    Tannhauser

    • This reply was modified 5 years, 7 months ago by Tannhauser.
    #120814
    eight
    Participant

    I’ve mentioned here The Codes before and looks like you have some unbalanced chakras or meridians. I also want to share that – THE CODES WORKS !

    Why am I so sure of that , simply because my daughter had accident last week and I’ve put my whole trust to God and his codes.
    I did it , I’ve said them outloud , in my mind ,I’ve sang them ,I wrote them on my daughter’s body etc.
    Praying accepting trusting that this has it’s purpose and it’s for the highest best.
    I have accepted it graciously as a challenging lesson
    and what happened is a beautiful mystery but the codes works *** I am million percent sure of that ***

    below are your codes – write them on a piece of paper keep it in your pocket and next to where you sleep your higher self will notice it anyway but you can speed up the healing and say it as many times you can whenever you can.

    97 48 748 increase pituitary function
    15 24 191 balance production and growth hormones in the pituitary
    93 19 162 to strengthen and enhance hypothalamic pituitary

    81 63 957 for hormonal imbalance
    56 16 921 for balancing testosterone

    I could tell you more if you wish send email and I’ll explain all in every single detail specialpine@hotmail.com
    Best wishes and remember THEY WORK FASTER IF YOU PUT YOUR HEART IN IT.
    Now it’s only up to you to accept it or not. My job here is complete. Bless you Tannhauser x

    LOVE AND LIGHT FOR ALL
    AS ABOVE SO BELOW

    #120905
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    I appreciate your help, I really do.

    Unfortunately I have hypopituitarism, (damaged anterior gland and probable olfactory bulb damage), low growth hormone levels and very low testosterone levels. So I fail to see how these codes can work where all medical intervention has failed.

    But I wish for you to answer a question I put to you. I am/was a Christian, yet all my spiritual experiences have pointed to Pagan gods. My first experience took place inside a Catholic church, and I am now wondering if all the accusations levelled at Catholicism are true; namely, that it is a Pagan religion. I wonder if, rather than worshipping Jesus on a Sunday, we are actually worshipping Bacchus/Dionysus. All my experiences pointed to Roman gods. It started with Bacchus, progressed to Neptune and Vesta, and the last one was quite incredible. I was out in the garden during the summer and I fell half-asleep on the swing. I dreamt of a white archway and then the prow of a ship in a harbour. I later discovered that evening that the day in question was the Roman festival of Portunus, god of gateways and harbours.

    What does all this mean? Why is it happening to me?

    Best wishes,
    Tannhauser

    • This reply was modified 5 years, 7 months ago by Tannhauser.
    #120907
    eight
    Participant

    Well all treatments are there for treating patients. Medicines as well and the prices phew. . huge right!

    You should probably do your research about universal healing energy and whole medical industry x

    About your dream do the research and write it all down.

    Doubting and coming back to the same old religious beliefs won’t help you get rid of that. Trust your guts.

    #120926
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    Thanks for all you help.

    Once Christmas is over I am going to kill myself. I have absolutely nothing in common with anyone else and I think death would be the best option for me, I really do. I don’t know what’s happened to me and all you can do is give me numbers and codes. I hate this and I really want to die. I can’t think about the feelings of others, I have to think about me for a change. I can’t live in these conditions.

    Tannhauser

    #120936
    eight
    Participant

    There is nothing to be thankful for cause looks like my help made no difference to you no matter how hard I try.

    No one can heal you if you don’t want to heal yourself. THIS journey is ups and downs but once you balance your body mind and soul magic will appear to you. Don’t struggle your mind with negatives.

    I am struggling waking up in tears almost everyday but I choose to be strong and do my best every single day.
    Let’s make a deal can you try at least the codes pls every daytwice a day say them three times and breathe deeply. Please just try.

    Love and healing for you x

    #120980
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    I will try the codes.

    Any advice you can give to help me stay in a high vibrational state would be most appreciated. I realized today that I can pull myself out of a low vibrational/depressive state if I want. It just requires a bit of effort.

    Best wishes,
    Tannhauser

    • This reply was modified 5 years, 7 months ago by Tannhauser.
    #120981
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    By the way, I just tried this:

    56 51 521

    and something rushed through my body to my head. I only said it once, but it was like a spasm or orgasm going through me.

    You sure you’re not a witch?

    Best wishes,
    Tannhauser

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