I can see that you are beginning to think I am insane.

Look, I DIDN’T WANT THIS!!! I want an ordinary, normal life like everyone else. But instead, I get this weird stuff.

This morning I had diarrhoea again and have got a dull headache in the centre of my forehead again. On Wednesday an incredible set of ‘coincidences’ pointed to St David of Wales. I don’t know why it’s happening, but if you think I’m nuts then please feel free to stop corresponding with me. Join Anita and the rest of the scoffers.

I am not ashamed to say that I cried today. The world I knew has vanished. It wasn’t a perfect world, but I understood it and could cope with it. I was also able to sleep peacefully and wake up feeling refreshed the next day. This doesn’t happen anymore. Instead, what happens is that the Universe or God or Aliens sends energy into my room at night. I know its coming because it has an effect on my computer speakers. (They making a clicking sound even though they are switched off at the wall socket.) Then the energy enters my head. Sometimes it just goes right into me, whilst at other times it feels like something is being placed on my head. (I don’t know what this energy is doing or what it’s for, because my chronic illness hasn’t got better). I have had a lot of strange dreams, including spaceships and a War of the Worlds scenario. (I am not into sci-fi). The latter involved a naval gun firing over a defensive wall at large machines, and I was intrigued to find out that the same scenario is played out in H.G Wells’ book, which I have never read. WoTW and the Bible seem to corroborate each other (giants coming out of the ground, ‘harm nothing green’ etc.) and has led me to speculate that a ‘Martian invasion’ could be a way of preserving the Earth in the future by thinning out the human population. Obviously, I am sure you are aware that God created the Earth, and that other dimensions exist, so it stands to reason that God would have some sort of insurance policy in place should we ever seriously endanger the Earth and put it at grave risk. It’s a poser.

Best wishes,
Tannhauser