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  • #125965
    Tannhauser
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    Some of God’s laws:

    “If a man lies with a male as with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall surely be put to death; their blood is upon them”

    “But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.”

    Where is the ‘Love All Harm None’ credo there?

    God exists, and It is a spiteful, vengeful bastard (and I can say that because it hasn’t got a dad). It wrote the Torah, and so it must truly detest all the people mentioned in the categories above. It could have written a beautiful, inspiring book full of the admirable qualities you espouse. Instead God threatens eternal torture to those who don’t like Him/It. That’s because eternal torture is the truth. True, unconditional love DOES NOT EXIST. It is a utopian concept.

    Best wishes,
    Tannhauser

    #126027
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    I tried to edit the above post because it is my ego that was speaking. There’s a war going on inside me between the Ego and the Real Self. The Ego likes to always be right and always follow the rules. The Ego has accepted that there is a ‘process’ going on and it is now trying to get the process right. This is a problem for me, and explains why I sometimes make irrational comments like the one above.

    Best wishes,
    Tannhauser

    #126036
    eight
    Participant

    It’s okay Tannhauser don’t worry we’ve been there and still some of my days are not so good to manage.

    You see its not easyto go through it and there is not a secret formula to make it all right straight away. Long process and bumpy at the beginning but later the ego weakens and instead of tears in the morning there will be a smile.

    Of course there always will be planets that retrograde but once we learn how and when they influence our emotional states it becomes easy to notice and to manage as well.

    Have a gr8 day x
    Love and light for all

    #126037
    Nina Sakura
    Participant

    Dear Tannhauser,

    Why don’t you shift your focus towards the outside world, be of service to others who really need help and continue to work on your inner self? I don’t have a clue about God’s, planets, kundalini etc – I have not seen any of them.

    The simple fact is to manage our inner world better, we need to manage our own thoughts and engage more with the outside world too. These concepts are abstract and generate more fodder for the already exhausted mind. It comes up with more distorted thoughts. Spiritual awakening isn’t this complicated frankly.

    Regards
    Nina

    #126039
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    Oh I see, so I’m not having a spiritual awakening then.

    Tell me Nina, since you are such an expert on these things, how do I help others when I am ill myself? I have osteoporosis (DEXA score minus three), hypopituitarism, growth hormone deficiency, and received a kidney transplant in 2012.

    Nina, I respectfully ask you to keep out of this conversation. You are clueless. A person who has truly awakened spiritually will want to withdraw from the world, not get more involved with it. And that is because it is nigh on impossible to retain a ‘high vibrational state’ whilst surrounded by the materialism and negativity of the general populace. Your ‘simple fact’ is not a fact at all.

    Best wishes,
    Tannhauser

    #126041
    Nina Sakura
    Participant

    Dear Tannhäuser,

    Sorry to hear about your health issues. I do know and understand very little. I am learning too about things and have my own set of limitations. I won’t post on your thread anymore. Before I sign off, there are two points to add –

    1) Regarding engaging with the world, I meant in terms of productive engagement. Being of service to others, showing small considerations etc. This was said because one often gets caught up in great deal of negativity while coming across these abstract concepts and doesn’t look at them objectively.

    2) Now you mentioned the materialistic nature of the world. Indeed the world is materialistic and has a lot of bad points even. I don’t see how there is a full complementarity in higher vibration and exclusion. The Buddha did meditate and leave home in the process of gaining enlightenment. However, he came back and shared his teachings with this materialistic world. His vibrations didn’t get lowered by that. His hheightend understanding of life helped him see it’s very reality without his own biases. One can say the same for many popular examples of awakenings.

    On interacting with several teachers of spirituality, particularly of vedanta who took Sanyas, they told me that their experience is different from the general populace in the sense that they realize how “same” they really are in terms of pure energy. They are in sync with their inner world but see that basic oneness.They see things more clearly now without distractions and their biases. That was the purpose of disengaging from their previous identity with their belongings, families etc. Now they are very much involved with the outside world and continue to mediate, teach and help people in their journey.

    However, I do realize again that I have very little understanding still and your above post has made me aware of that further. Indeed it is not so simple. I wish you well.

    Regards
    Nina

    #126761
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    Eight,

    I had terrible and excessive wind throughout my body during the night. I hadn’t eaten or drank anything unusual. The wind was continuous and filled my whole body. It has now stopped.

    Went to church this morning as usual (I am a church organist) but I realized that it ‘isn’t me’ anymore. It doesn’t feel right. It feels more like the rote learning of school times tables than anything spiritual. I used to be so enthusiastic about playing the organ but now I couldn’t care less about it. I don’t regard it as a musical instrument anymore. But I do enjoy playing medieval harp. I have only been playing for six months and I have really took to it.

    You know, my life is really weird. The ‘real’ Tannhauser also plays the harp! I only discovered this a few weeks ago. I am going through some scary sh*t. Last March I was utterly convinced I was Neptune. (The god, not the planet.) I had an experience and there were just too many coincidences. I had tapped into a ‘magic’, a strange consciousness. It started with 1111.

    Best wishes,
    Tannhauser

    #126770
    eight
    Participant

    Hi Tannhauser

    I am sorry for your wind problem it’s uncomfortable feeling I know the pain of it lol x As far I understand it’s a part of the process body adjustments it comes and goes in its own time.

    But it will be worse if you’re eating excessively those ones -(sprouts, broccoli,cabage etc) well we all need veggies in our diet but having a small portion works best for tummy.

    You saying 1111 I’ve paid exactly 11,11for the shopping 2 days ago – I never check the price or count my items in total x lol My name is K K and it’s 11th letter in the alphabet so I am 11 11 😀 lol!

    My last couple of days has been very mundane so I just chilled. I think it could be collective cause I lost my passion for the things I love within a week or so.

    But I love it for sure and I just know it will be back x

    #126865
    eight
    Participant

    It’s nice to hear a different kind of magic , I can see it as a new codes or higher realms (name it as it suits you) part of this journey and it’s beautiful and scary too.

    I love the Neptun part believe it or not but you might have had a strong connection to planet that been named after God. I would dig further if I were you. Coz it’s rare to be as special as He who had power over waters.

    Magic saved me from car accident three times and the it was so prudently obvious I could feel the presence of it.
    I am so lucky and grateful for this beautiful experiences and can’t wait to see what future holds.

    To me you should try to practice a little with the simple glass of water. Try to focus your mind and see if any waves or movements if the water occur. Don’t waste it Tannhauser. It’s only the beginning of this Sci-fi reality.

    Best wishes x love and light 4 all

    #126867
    eight
    Participant

    Nothing I can say x

    Lucy Glory Memory 发布于 2017年2月6日

    there is my 11.11 receipt 😉

    #126868
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    Thanks for your input Eight. I did do some research at the time only to come up with even more coincidences. Here is what I wrote in an online forum at the time (March 2016):

    “I think I am an incarnation of Neptune because of the impossible coincidences I have seen in the past week. I am either the god Neptune or I come from the planet Neptune (I don’t know which is worse!)

    Here are the ‘coincidences’:

    Neptune is the ‘esoteric ruler’ of Cancer. I am a Cancerian.
    Neptune is associated with the ash tree. This month [Mar 2016] is known as the Celtic Ash Tree month.
    Neptune is associated primarily with the colour blue, but also white. My favourite colour is blue. Most of my favourite clothes tend to be blue.
    Neptune is associated with fish and the sea. The star sign we are currently in [Mar 2016] is Pisces.
    Neptune has a trident. So do I. I made it myself out of iron 30 years ago.

    I have come to understand something about Sea Kings such as myself. It is a spiritual and cosmological thing in one aspect, and evolutionary progress on the other. Look at Dagon. Look what he symbolises: half man, half fish. In other words, our evolution from fish to man. The fleur-de-lis* on his head symbolises his enlightenment and his return to the celestial realms (our true home). Dagon reached the highest point in human evolution, and in doing so he recognised his true status as a god which he had forgotten about in the primordial slime. You are all gods and goddesses, you just need to wake up and remember who you are (there will be clues around you in your life which you have subconsciously put there to help you remember).”

    But it got even weirder than that. I had placed the trident (a large long-handled three-pronged toasting fork) behind a pair of bellows against the wall. It was hidden from view. When I saw it again, the trident had moved back into full view. No one had touched it.

    Best wishes,
    Tannhauser

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    #127089
    eight
    Participant

    Tannhauser you’re far beyond my experience and knowledge and I am not sure how can I approach it or even give you some insights.
    I noticed your mind works just as mine does I like to ‘dig deep’ until I am satisfied with an outcome.

    I can pin myself to the Blue colour. We are blue as a souls and Love is blue and the sky is blue and the Smurfs too lol x

    You left me confused a little.

    Best regards eight x

    #127141
    Tannhauser
    Blocked

    I can see that you are beginning to think I am insane.

    Look, I DIDN’T WANT THIS!!! I want an ordinary, normal life like everyone else. But instead, I get this weird stuff.

    This morning I had diarrhoea again and have got a dull headache in the centre of my forehead again. On Wednesday an incredible set of ‘coincidences’ pointed to St David of Wales. I don’t know why it’s happening, but if you think I’m nuts then please feel free to stop corresponding with me. Join Anita and the rest of the scoffers.

    I am not ashamed to say that I cried today. The world I knew has vanished. It wasn’t a perfect world, but I understood it and could cope with it. I was also able to sleep peacefully and wake up feeling refreshed the next day. This doesn’t happen anymore. Instead, what happens is that the Universe or God or Aliens sends energy into my room at night. I know its coming because it has an effect on my computer speakers. (They making a clicking sound even though they are switched off at the wall socket.) Then the energy enters my head. Sometimes it just goes right into me, whilst at other times it feels like something is being placed on my head. (I don’t know what this energy is doing or what it’s for, because my chronic illness hasn’t got better). I have had a lot of strange dreams, including spaceships and a War of the Worlds scenario. (I am not into sci-fi). The latter involved a naval gun firing over a defensive wall at large machines, and I was intrigued to find out that the same scenario is played out in H.G Wells’ book, which I have never read. WoTW and the Bible seem to corroborate each other (giants coming out of the ground, ‘harm nothing green’ etc.) and has led me to speculate that a ‘Martian invasion’ could be a way of preserving the Earth in the future by thinning out the human population. Obviously, I am sure you are aware that God created the Earth, and that other dimensions exist, so it stands to reason that God would have some sort of insurance policy in place should we ever seriously endanger the Earth and put it at grave risk. It’s a poser.

    Best wishes,
    Tannhauser

    #127236
    eight
    Participant

    No please , don’t get me wrong I don’t think you’re insane. If you’re insane I’m insane too.

    I feel the energy every day and first sign is a high pitch sound in both or one ear and there it comes a blissful serpent.

    It’s how it works I guess. You’re too connected to someone – have you meet your special lady and been separated?

    Your heart is pure definitely if it’s happening to you as well. Ask for her name when you lie down and the answers will come on the buses or radio or TV or random three ladies at the pharmacy will be called the same.

    For what I went through I’ll be the last person to call you insane x

    Best regards,
    Eight

    #127237
    eight
    Participant

    St.David day 1st March the whole Wales is celebrating and hopefully I’ll take part in this celebration too.

    When I was a little I was singing his psalms in my St.Catherine church.

    ☆The Star of David☆

    Love and light for all

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