Good Morning from me Anita.

It was strange actually because when i posted it, even though i could see my post it didnt show up that i had posted anything on topics, never mind you have seen it now, hopefully it doesnt happen again 🙂

Thank you yet again for your reply, and you are more than welcome in regards to the post, i whole heartedly meant every word. Sometimes people should know how much they do for others with gentle reminders, and since you have helped me out time and time again i felt the need to say thank you to you and for others to voice their little reminders to others who have also helped them.

I am sorry to hear about your childhood, its sad to think how many of us go through such tragic childhoods, but i always like to think that i am quite a strong person for not letting my troubles lead me onto the wrong path as i had many opportunities to.

It is very difficult to end contact with her as i am the God mother of her child, and here in my country being a God mother is quite a special thing, if god forbid anything should happen to the baby i will be her guardian. To be honest when i was living here i never saw much of her as i lived further away from both sisters and mother, i always liked the countryside and they love the city, my sister suffers from panic attacks and doesn’t like driving, i lived 20 minutes away ( not far) and never visited me. We are close in a very peculiar way, i just cannot spend too much time with her as she gets very tiring, i feel my energy gets sucked out of me, she is also a Gemini and i dont get on with Geminis lol.

Since coming here shes been round here every day ( To my mothers) i dont know whether it could be jealousy as to not take mum away from her, i really dont know. When i wasnt here, she never visited mum once saying that her daughter always got bored here so there was no point, yet now she comes to the house every single day. I said after the fight i will keep my distance, a good distance and not interact or dwell in her meaningless gossip or take things she says to me to heart like i normally do.

In a way it is cutting contact, but not permanently.

what do you think Anita ?

Blessings

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