Gaurav first off stop texting her, I know you love her but this is not healthy. I know this seems harsh but sometimes no matter how much you want someone or something it just is not meant to be. You can angry that is valid emotion given the circumstance. Delete her number block her from Social Media and do not meet common friends and ask about her.

Make an effort to upkeep your self meet friends hang out, take a class, join the gym, read a book or join a book club the list is never ending, India is beautiful go off grid if you can afford it and travel north to south you can do countless things. I know you cant forget her you guys have been thru a lot but you also have a choice not to harp on it forever, write to her if you want one last massage and let her go for both your sake and then take her contact out.

Love  means different things to different people one such thing is respect not just the other person but your feelings too …