anita,

I believe the only thing that will help this feeling of distress is medication. Which – i am in the process of finding someone who can give me them! (it should not be this hard – healthcare for mental health makes me so angry!!)

i adapted the same way you did actually. exact. to be honest, i STILL do the same exact thing. but now when i do it, it makes me sad and more lonely. “25 year old day dreaming she has lots of friends” – boy, that sounds pathetic.