Hello.

I just want to say that I relate to you to some extent. Just like you I always felt the need to always be talking to some guy. I also deal with anxiety. From what you wrote I understand that what you want now is for you to feel happy by yourself. You weren’t really 100% happy with him, and my opinion is that what you loved/liked about him very much was the interest and total commitment he showed in you and how he treated you, especially that you never had someone to show you this much interest and commitment before. I’ve been there. It’s hard because you feel like you lost the care he had for you, the interest, the commitment and you fear you’ll never find someone who will like you that much.

I always like to talk from experience, so all I can tell you is that it gets better with time and the feeling that you “lost” something will eventually go away.