1) yes my mom is still living and i do talk to her.  In fact she is coming by tonight.

2) I try to, but she is very busy with her business

3) We mainly discussed my break up and getting over it

4) I was living with my older cousin at the time and realized i didn’t want to be like that at his age.  that’s when i met my ex-wife.  Yes i am 45 now.

I’m seriously at a breaking point in my life.  Part of me just wants to pack up and go away somewhere.  I feel like i’ve struggled my whole life and overtime i have something promising in the future, when that time gets close it all falls apart.  I try so hard to be positive, but i can’t.