Dear anita,

I’m glad to read that you are fine, I hope you are more refreshed today 🙂

At the moment I’m trying to improve my life, but it’s only going slow. But better going slow then being stuck, right?

Today I felt like I was unproductive again. But at least I kept on drawing, even if I didn’t feel like it. Not much came out of it though. I still have problems with cutting out the things that distract me.

Yes, I want to become an illustrator (even though sometimes I doubt myself). I need to work harder to achieve my career goals and to take better care of myself. I feel like everybody else works so much harder than me. But I also want to make a contibution to society or be useful in some way.