Anita,

Yes you are 100% right.  My brain gets into OCD fixation mode.  It’s really frustrating and makes me feel like I have no control over my life and it happens over and over again.

I’m going to try and sit back and relax.  In reality these instant messages could be taken as friendly  and not in a dating interest with K. I’m not in a position to date and I need to try and not pursue anything.  I think it would probably not go well based on my mental health right now.

Lindsey