Dear Anita,

I love the idea of the list, I am not ready for it just yet – perhaps tomorrow – perhaps Monday.  See that? KNowing yourself and knowing when not to rush something this important! Progress already.

I was surprised to read that messy is not my authentic self at first.  Then from surprised I felt comforted.  Then from comforted I felt happy! Especially since it feels you have confidence in this ability of mine.

It gave me some thing I have been lacking for some time, hope and faith.  In Sanskrit, and parts of the Indian language – there are beautiful terms for these words/concepts.  I think of them daily as they are a big part of our “culture” in some way.

Knowing that hope and faith were there somewhere, but fleeting.  It feels good to have you have faith in me in the sense that I am not messy.  It goes beyond messy, it goes to – knowing my authentic self is not flawed.

No not perfect, its not about being perfect.  But not flawed.  That my authentic self is fine the way it is, and is much greater and more amazing than I ever deemed it possible – it is even neat! Oh and it is capable of focusing on the inner circle too – so many things!