Dear anita,

I emailed you.

About P – she has the “perfect” family situation and would never go NC. She is always beyond her words when she hears about my family stuff. I actually met her mother two weeks ago. They are very close. However, I see what you are saying. And thank you for bringing positivity to the situation. I will try to see her in a better light.

About what you said about death and my mother making it such a focus – how very true! She never had time, there was no time. And she was obsessed with this no time concept so all she did was sit at home and obsess over it instead of ever acting on anything.