The compliments you made about my thinking were very much appreciated. I guess no one else ever called me “logical”my life lol. By the way, one method I’m implementing in my social interactions is paying more attention to what is being said also to understand when exactly telling a personal input and so not to talk over others. I also try to feel more connected to others by matching their voice tones, but I guess body posture is worth considering. I feel so incredibly stupid in social settings sometimes, if someone says something I have to ask them to repeat more than once.

Also during this time I’ve also accomplished another insight. I guess I’m unable to form real relationships because both my parents were somewhat distant in my early life. My mother used to work most of the time and my father is a withdrawn type. I was very talkative as a child so I used to bond with him more but it got lost with years. My mother was also present and physically affectionate when home but I was a detaching child, preferring to be on my own and daydreaming most of the time instead to be bothered with practical things others talked about.