Hi Anita, yes I came to Florida, I don’t work in Starbucks. But was doing my work there.

I don’t know what to do Anita. With the pain. My mind continues to want my ex or family. It goes back and forth all day with no good ness. And I have fought like a fighter. I feel low and full of old patterns. I can’t even bring out my bubbly true self anymore. I miss me soo much. It feels like I’ll never find her again.

i am a shell of a person. I don’t know how to be a person.

im scared