Dear ninibee,

sorry if this threat made you feel shameful, I am sure noone here wanted to hurt you. Personally I just wanted to give you my take on what I read in your posts, and I might well be wrong in interpreting what I have read. You have been pretty brave and open so far and I am glad you continue wrting here.

I am a bit short on time today but just wanted to say a few things:

You dodged a bullet with loosing that job, I am 100% sure. three 12-hour shifts in a row? Thats a recipe for even mentally stable people to loose it long term. I know entry lvl jobs can be tough, but I take tough to be “doing the dumb work noone else likes but needs to get done during a normal 8 hour shift with breaks, tea, some boredome etc.”

I believe (and this might have come up here before, sorry) that you need a therapist (CBT?). Why?  Because you need someone consistently in your corner that you see regulary face to face. Is that something that you can afford or that your parents could help you affording?

• This reply was modified 4 years, 10 months ago by Lara.