We have agreed to take some space from each other. I really don’t want to lose this. I am so scared. I think we may have made an error in the way we acted, we spent way too much time together, our entire daily routines felt almost based on the other, we did not have independent lives. Maybe it became too much. What I am wondering now is that, I love him, but am so scared of something this deep and intimate. A serious relationship is so much pressure. I am sensitive and a major over-thinker and I am scared I won’t be ale to handle it. At the same time, whenever I think about if he was gone I am almost in tears.  He is so special.