Dear Murtaza:

“I might sound that I’m suffering a lot, but I’m not really”- you expressed that you are suffering on page 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 5 and 6 and 7, so I believe that yes, you are suffering a lot.

“I told you about my teacher, how I would make excuses to talk to him, I  just love kind people they make me feel warm and ok”- I remember your teacher, I remember. You compared me to that teacher- but what did I teach you, Murtaza?

Answer: nothing. This mean.. I am not a teacher to you.

“I just like coming here and talking to you”-

– imagine this: a person likes to beat himself with a belt (there are people like that, you know), and he wants someone to watch him beat himself with a belt, it makes him feel warm and ok. Should I provide that service for this person… should I watch him beat himself with a belt?

Answer: no. If I provided that service, to be an audience for a person who makes himself suffer., it would make me a bad person. I don’t want to be a bad person, Murtaza.

anita