Also, Anita, apart from the last text conversation that I am utterly confused about and have no idea what it meant, this is what I gleaned from his calls and talks over the last 9 months. Let me know if I’m misunderstanding something.

– He wanted me back, but he wanted me back on his own terms.
– He was also angry with me just like I was angry with him about how the relation turned out to be, plus he was also angry that I haven’t been answering his calls, or chasing after him. In one conversation, I don’t remember exactly which of the 4, when he started shouting at me and calling me mean, I replied that why are you calling mean, what have I done, you left without any explanation once again after so many years together, still I am not saying anything mean to you, I am silent only, he had replied to that ‘I don’t like this silence’.

Gosh Anita, I can’t tell you how therapeutic this is being. I’m literally feeling as if my head was filled with clouds which are slowly giving way to bright sunshine. I will forever be indebted to this site and your patience. Now I really must sleep haha and start bettering myself from tomorrow.

I’ll await your reply.