If it’s a possibility, how do you relate to it?

i would say that a young lonely boy did what he can

Does it help you expand your perspective a bit, or you want to dismiss it?

its a good hypothesis actually, so no i don’t dismiss it, otherwise i wouldn’t have mentioned it

 I am sure that one part of you wants to dismiss it

sure, but that doesn’t change the fact that it still a solid hypothesis, that i acknowledge

but is there another part of you who considers it helpful?

its funny you mention parts, well there is a song, when i wanted to suicide i told my sister to listen to it, to know me, and my struggles, she didn’t liked it ofcourse, anyhow, if you wanna know what parts im in you should check it out (im the devil-lil b), to answer your question, i do think that i might did this whole thing to escape feeling bad, but this whole thing is based on truths, mostly, unless i get sneaky and use my own definitions, and im not just emotion (your claim that i did this whole thing for the only one goal), there is a mind that think and value things (truth), the truth is, i don’t wanna change, and i came here to have what i don’t have from the outside world, love accepting and understanding, and i already did, and im satisfied.