Dear antia

as long as you don’t argue with the normies there! lol.

You make me smile

My day is upside down these days”, you wrote at 8:37 am your time, meaning..?

I woke up at the middle of the night 00:00, and i sleep at the day time, because its too hot in the day time

you express a complexity here, part of you loves her, part of you feel offended by her.

Since i haven’t thought about this to form an opinion, so im just gonna answer with what it comes to my mind right now “and i may change my mind later about this”, but i think its very solid answer, what i love about them is that they are compassionate and nice, and i imagine they would accept me for who i am, help me, maybe even hug me, feel my pain, what i don’t like is thier ideas and beliefs and values, that was given to them by society, and here im only assuming that they are a match with society, in Iraq what i have seen that females tend to follow society ideas and beliefs more then males, the reason i can think of is that males have more testosterone (correct me if im wrong), in a short description (i love them emotionally, i dislike them intellectually) i believe that this intellectual gonna interfere with the emotional, and for me to value the emotional side i first have to have the intellectual understanding, especially when i spent a lot of time to develop.

Its interesting to read the rest of your post, i will read more soical alienation, never thought there is a name to my situation, everytime i read about something i feel alienated, that it doesn’t describe me, so i stopped.

he would have given you a very  high grade on the social alienation spectrum

It seems like a double edged sword, i think that where i live this isn’t acceptable, that it do more harm then good to the person

The third major form of social influence is obedience: this is a change in behavior that is the result of a direct order or command from another person”- you get a very, very bad grade for being obedient,

I remember that there was a voice inside my head that was influenced by society ideas, imagine that i could separate this voice from mine, to this day i do, i might add more to that If you are interested, i feel like sometimes i say things that aren’t neccessary (which i apologize, i said that i will be as short as possible and as direct to the point as possible, but this seems impossible for me since when i write all different ideas come to me and i cant seem to foucs on one, so i might drift from the main point)