Anita,

I wish I would I would not have deleted the text chain.  I would definitely have sent it too you.  I kept reading and was like I have to get rid of this I’m embarrassing myself by reading.  I do think that I interpret things negatively when it’s just a normal text.

I was feeling very lonely this morning and it’s kind of still there but getting better.  I’m not sure where this loneness comes from.  I’m embarrassed to say this but I feel like I need attention from a man to feel better.  It can just be texting it doesn’t have to be meeting up with someone.  I’m not sure why.

Lindsey