Hi Murtaza,

 spent 1 year on “therapeutic” bullshit youtube videos

well, if you’ve been watching videos about therapy and healing, and none of it resonated – and it probably didn’t since you call it “bullshit”- then indeed there is little chance that working with a therapist would help you.

I am withdrawing now from this thread because there’s nothing I could possibly say that would make you even consider that your view of the problem is limited, and that the conclusions you’re making are harmful, rather than helpful. You strongly believe you are helping yourself – okay, fine, let it be. Goodbye Murtaza, I hope you do relax some of those strong convictions in the future – for your own good.