Anita,

I had my phone call with the attorney; Her name is Rachel and I was very impressed.  I guess I should be since her firm charges a 5k retainer but she estimates it will cost about 3k.  We meet at her office this Thursday.   I am editing some paperwork attached to our divorce degree.  That way one less thing to do and it’s all set up for the meeting.  I am rolling the dice that my ex will not have an attorney.  I’m about 90% sure he will not be able to afford one.  He and his girlfriend appear to spend a lot of money in general looking good for appear sake.  It still is a bit of a worry.

The kids and I had a lot of fun this weekend. On Saturday afternoon after Football game and Cheerleading we went to the opening day of Rader’s Farm. It is a fall festival type place that has barn animals, activities for kids and a corn maze.  I was able to ignore a text chain that could of ended in back and forth toxic comments.

I have episodes of loneliness just like I used to get with  anxiety.  I believe that it will decrease and I ride the wave until it goes away.  It’s much easier to ride of wave of loneliness versus the wave of anxiety lol.