Anita,

I mentioned Shawn yesterday, my ex.  His daughter was very sick and the family just got back from her leukemia treatment in St Louis (sorry I said Memphis yesterday)

I feel very frustrated. On Sunday he reached out to me and came over to discuss us and the relationship.  He left with us agreeing we would continue the conversation when we were free without kids.

Ok so this open ended situation has caused my anxiety to increase and also my frustration.  1. I have no idea when we will met. He stated he is not sure if he is taking his kids to see his sister this weekend and stay over) 2. He stated he is not sure about getting back together-it is not a yes or a no.  He was very hurt when I ended it via text.

His feeling is that I abandoned him when his daughter was sick. That I left him a voicemail and didn’t even call.

Whatever his feelings are I am going crazy because I need a concreate date he is available first off. I am afraid to ask this of him b/c one he already said he is not sure.

I do not like this situation I am in.

Lindsey