Anita,

I’m not sure what to think really. I was very upset when I got off the phone for awhile.  I am starting to feel better I just feel like there is a rock in my stomach.  I know from prior experencies that things will get better each day.  With this situation I think a few days maybe.

It’s hard for me head to wrap things around.  This is a classic case of someone (me) giving boundaries very clear.  The other person (Shawn) rebels from the boundary and gets rude. (I’m a bother, he told me already, etc).

So. I do believe that he did not expect me to say ok if you cannot provide this I’m done and he was surprised.  I believe his view was when he is ready he will call or text-I’m not going anywhere.

This seems to be a struggle for me to process.  These are things that need done in the future but earlier.

After work the kids and I are getting a bird LOL.  We also have to take a trip to Walmart.  As for the weekend I do not have the kids.  Aiden has a football game out of town on Saturday but my car is not driving well so I’m not sure about that.

Lindsey