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I woke up thinking of WORM’s and want to see if I can articulate my thoughts and not make a mess of them.
In programing WORM’s are pieces of code that are Written Once Read Often. Its efficient as multiple sub-systems can access the same block of code, saving time, memory, and energy. WORMs are often embedded deep and not always tested to verify if the output remains relevant as the system grows. Badly coded WORM’s are often self validating.
Programmers tend to forget and overlook WORMs which are often created early in the development, influenced by others, and before fully understanding how each subsystem using the code are intended to function and interact with the system as a whole. What mattered in the early stages of development is that the WORMs worked and kept the system “Safe” in that moment and time… with a assumption that the code will continue to keep the system functioning and “safe”
As you noted Murtaza, such “programs” provided the same input and conditions will always return the same result. Change and choice within such a WORM let alone an experience of control isn’t posable…. Well maybe if you change the inputs to the WORM, someone might argue… not if the inputs are also defined by the self referencing WORM…. WORM’s within WORM’s, an infant loop infecting memory and performance.
Under the same conditions the same choices will be made. Even if you had control over the variables (outer and inner)… under the same conditions and moment in time you could only choose to define them as they were defined, even if the choice was left to be random choice, the result can only be the same.
I desire different and then the WORM, created by the mind, answers, different isn’t possible. Even the desire for different which initiates this loop within the WORM is a hard coded variable built into the system. I do no choose the desire for different, better, change… I am set to desire different, better….
Such reasoning can’t be disputed. Such a WORM validates itself. – On the question HOW to change the WORM rebuts all suggestions. Such a choices can’t be made by me!
The stuckness and disappointment of an infinite loop. IF A then B If B then A…. To break out of an infinite loop a new third variable C is required. Note C does not replace A or B but works with A and B to initiate a reaction where together the three create as something new, D. That is the Law of Three.
How to not to find C: The consciousness that created the WORM can’t fix the WORM. The WORM will always be bind to C. A new way of knowing and allowing is required to find C.
There are three kinds of ‘Knowing’: The mind, the heart and the gut.
The problem above was created by the Mind and so will not be resolved by the Mind. The task is to develop and allow other ways of knowing. Oh, but the WROM screams such a way can’t be my way, the system is set… Quite worm, be still and wait… (I am not out to destroy you)
Its true we are born with a leaning to one of the ways of knowing, which in our first few years before “knowing” better can itself be incased into a WORM…. The minds way of knowing is the only why of knowing! screams out the WORM…. Quite worm, be still…..
A programmer might try to delete the code only to discover its so embedded that removing it creates system failures down the line. An act of will is not going to work.
Becoming aware of the WORM space could be created to notice how it is affecting the system. Asking: why was this code created, what did it serve? Thankyou for your service. What does it serve now? A path forward to quite the “affects” of the worm. Giving the permission to allowing a different way of knowing that was always present but hidden behind the certainty of the worm?
A Riddle
We work for that which no work is required.
The first step in a the exercise of free will is surrender.
Our head, our heart, our gut already “knows”.