Hi Peggy,

Thank you for the advice. I will try affirmations and feeling love. It is hard for me to give myself support but I will try. I am keen on retraining my brain.

I don’t want to call myself courageous but maybe I am courageous 10 percent of the time and it is so exhausting. I wish I could get rid of fear itself, I know it is unrealistic but wish it could happen.

What you say about people finding love regardless of looks or that I will find love, is hard for me to believe right now. I hope it happens someday though.