Dear Lea

Why is the Why so important?

i’ve had some lifechanching events past 5 – 6 years,  i still don’t feel comfortable around people ( i am a man btw).

And exactly as you describe, even in the comfort of your own home watching tv with someone for example.

The best advise i can give you i guess is to listen to your (gut) feeling and if it doesn’t feel good to be around people, then don’t (when possible)

It takes some time (in my case anyway) but in the end you learn more abt yourself.

I am enjoying being alone even more as i already did, trust me it can be addictive.

I guess you are a sensitive person and maybe somehow you are kindda overloaded and need to be alone?

Or with the right persons, i know you say abt coworkes and boss and parents it never was like that before but its also possible you have changed somehow.

Maybe you see or feel things differently now as before , like a clearer vision or different perspective.

Many people experience some kind of awakening these days , we are living  in special days