Dear helcat,

What I can ask you is realistically and achievably is there anything that you would like to change about your life? Are there any ways that you would like to grow as a person?

= Yes i wanna grow as a person, like increasing my qualities, stop always overthinking things, good in career, able to maintain a good, loving and happy relationship with her….

But yeah you are right, i dont really have a goal in my mind… i guess i’ll have to start having a goal…

i’m still confused, whether she’s bored with me or what….. or maybe its due to im not good enough for her standards….