Hi Beni,

It’s kinda as soon as I’m out of sync with my being whatever I do feels painful or tense. There’s no lightness. If I’m in touch pain is not so painful it’s rather light pain or sweet pain.

Is it only related to physical pain (you mentioned sweet pain after you fall), or in general, in your life, when you are out of sync with your being, that you feel emotionally tense and heavy (no lightness)?

Aha, I think I understand. Basically to reach our inner worldly life goals.

Yes, to reach the goals which are aligned with my inner being, with who I am. Not someone else’s goals, but my own.

Somebody once told me we can’t do anything but pray. Which I understand as, we can’t do anything conscious but talk to our subconscious. I think and feel it’s a healthy perspective to act out of.

What do you think about this approach?

I feel that to pray about it is an aspect of it. You mean to pray for the resolution of our blocks, or to pray for strength, right?

Talking to our subconscious is another aspect of solving the problem, and I think it’s different than praying. Our subconscious is our inner child, so getting in touch with our inner child is definitely an aspect of healing/resolving  blocks. This also includes figuring out of false core beliefs, which might prevent us from going after our goals and dreams. These false core beliefs are also a part of our subconscious, i.e. our inner child’s thinking.

So definitely, becoming aware of our subconscious thoughts and beliefs is a must for moving forward.

And another big part of solving the problem is the plan of action – daily activities to support our goal. This is what actually brings us closer to our goal. Talking about it and understanding it is not enough. We need action.

This last bit is what has been missing from my life so far. I’ve uncovered my false beliefs (some major ones during the course of last year, while battling with my back pain), and now it’s action time. So this will be my challenge for this year – to finally make steps that bring me closer to my goal.