Hello, Your never stuck, although it may feel like that. I promise you the universe is busy at work trying to set you on the course that you so desperately seek. Think for a moment. While your life is on “pause” what are you supposed to learn or gain? The most obvious answer for me when I read your post was, patience. It is one of life’s hardest lessons. We live in a world that is constantly ON and GO GO GO! Maybe the universe is just asking you to slow down a bit. Trust. Happiness resides right within you. There is nothing you can buy or any job that you acquire that will ensure a lifetime of happiness. Sure, you will be happy in spurts when you reach milestones and accomplish things in your life but true happiness can be accessed anytime anyplace. You will find your footing, I promise. We have all been where you are. I am a prime example. I am such a stubborn impatient soul. I am from the growing generation of Instant gratification. It is a hard battle to sit back and just let things be. As long as you are doing the best that you can everyday and striving to be the best version of yourself I would say you are on the right track. Don’t waste precious time on thoughts of worry or doubt. You might not know what tomorrow holds or where your path will lead you, JUST KEEP WALKING ANYWAY!  Good Luck on your journey! KEEP MOVING!