ElleTinker700- I reread your post a few times and it is very painful for me because what you say is so true. I remember telling my ex “i have no fear, i have only love” so many times. What has been the hardest after the break up was realising that I was actually so paralysed with fear. I had a clear idea of what I wanted from love, and what it was, but just could not implement it. I was stuck with my insecurities even if I kept on telling her I had no fear. She ended up thinking I was manipulating her when really, I had no idea what I was doing or how to calm my anger and insecurities. So thank you, thank you for those last few sentences. They are so positive. It’s time for me to live by the “no fear, only love” rule.
I will stick this to my wall i think: “Remember; Be present, be conscious and be love and you’ll see your entire life change for the better. The universe bestows constant blessings on those who truly love and walk without fear. At least you are working on yourself and have taken partial responsibility. It means you are becoming all those things that I mentioned above, present, conscious and loving. From here on out Tati, your life is going to get better and better. Just don’t give up and give into fear anymore. Be proud of yourself and forgive yourself! You are doing a wonderful job so far. <3”. Thank you so much.