I have been spending time with friends, but I feel so lonely. I know one of my needs is physical touch and I miss that SO SO much from a relationship. I had a nice conversation with a friend and started imaging what it would be like to be in a romantic relationship with him. I do not find him attractive, but we laughed and shared a good time.I tried to keep our communication ways open, but I decided to distance myself because I finally knew he isn’t the type of person that I want to be with, but i’m very very lonely.

I’m not going to suggest anything, but just wanted to say that feeling lonely doesn’t give you the right to play with someone’s feelings.