”I suppose you are right. I have been trying to do new things a lot lately, think less, act more, make more mistakes, learn and grow. Sure its made me more scared and anxious sometimes but i guess i would regret not doing what i want to later than actually doing them. Hopefully someday, i will love myself for real and be confident.”

I’m happy to read this post as this sounds like a healthy minded girl. self aware, looking at possibles not just plain negatives. not afraid to try new things and stor things up a bit

it’s absolutely fine to be a wee bit scaredy and it happens to everyone in the whole world, I refuse to believe it doesn’t. but many hide behind their labels and never even try. When I get lost and I’m just pulling through a lost patch myself, I do exactly the same as you have described: make mistakes, get things wrong, hate myself, love myself, scientific experiments of behaviour

Yep. you’re going to be ok f’sure x