I’m a down to earth guy born with Cerebral Palsy and thought perhaps my thoughts could be shared and another could perhaps be inspired by my heart within and heartaches, and joy in my relationship of self, and unique but universal things we all share on our spiritual path to learning and growing..
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June 21, 2020 at 2:32 pm #359166
THAT is priceless advice Anita thank you very kindly..there is reason in your message and what I look for, even if it’s beyond my understanding..forgiveness is where I am with her now, and in gratitude for the moments in time where beautiful unity was the order of the day, even if they didn’t last too long, something was still gained from the experience and the expressions we shared..June 21, 2020 at 12:16 pm #359157
That’s the question I’m trying to answer, she just didn’t realize I suppose..but to then place blame me for being casual about my disability is just her way of absolving, I really believed that it was me that mattered in all honesty, and that we were on the very same page, it really hurts when you are defined by others, for what you aren’t as opposed to the long list of good qualities and virtues..in a world that is clamoring for tolerance and acceptance, it would seem even more elusive..June 21, 2020 at 10:49 am #359153
True and accurate, however we exchanged many photos and had lengthy video chats, and she saw me from every side..walking across the room or what have you, she said my disability wouldn’t matter but, obviously it did, if she had said beforehand that my condition would be a deal breaker, then I wouldn’t have agreed to date in the first place, she just spoke what she didn’t really mean is my point, and it just makes me wonder. Thank you for reading and also your thoughts on it..June 21, 2020 at 6:33 am #359089
Nicole I wish you very, very well..and can identify with much of what I’ve read all around this place, may you find the victory over the areas that cause your heart pain, may all of us be able to forgive ourselves and one another, and become nurturing healers and beings of love and light 🥰