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  • in reply to: In/Out of Emotionally Abusive Relationship #51892
    ainka
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    But i have seen his picks with his wife, he didnt move a fingre for me , but he does everything for her, he told me that he didnt want a child with me and would like me to abort it if it eveer happened, but i saw him and his wife holding a baby i feel so low it just kills me.

    in reply to: In/Out of Emotionally Abusive Relationship #51832
    ainka
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    i was in a emotionaaly abusive relationship , i left him realized what E. Budda said the decisive moment, i met him after a couple of yrs he infact called to tell me how he was, married a perfect husband who brought grocerry home , took his wife to worlds loveliest destinations, i cant understand how a manipulator turned into a perfect husband, now he is a father too, did i made a mistake in leaving him afterall i gave 10 yrs of my life to him.

    ainka
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    he used u all this while u were only a friends with benefit for him, he is a useless guy

    in reply to: I am never going to get over my ex-girlfriend #51084
    ainka
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    i started all this when was 22 i m now 35 and still piniing for my ex bf, though its very true that he is not a god which my memories have made him his reality is very different from the myth that i have of him but still i m not able to forget him. if u want to know n detail u can read emotional bondage, in emotional mastery.

    in reply to: How to get over someone (complicated) #51061
    ainka
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    u r not able to forget her bcuz maybe u regret what u dnt have or u r nt happy with ur wife, ask ur self.

    in reply to: How to get over an everlasting bondage. #50908
    ainka
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    i hate myself bcuz i m no longer beautiful as i was once upon a time, i love babies i dnt know whether i will ever have one. it happened so that he came to me as i told here 3 yrs ago asking for forgiveness, he said his wife was not having a baby bcuz he felt he was cursed he asked me to lift that curse, i dnt know whether i was capable of doing so so i meditated and in a vision i saw baby shoes for him and i knew he wud have a baby and 3 yrs down the line i came to know he had a son last month. i should be happy but i m sad for myself.

    in reply to: Feeling like the other woman now #50905
    ainka
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    its all a lie my bf did this to me for 15 yrs, i madly loved him so hoped him to change, he came back again when he was married i decided to call it a quits blocked him but days ago i felt restless again and i discovered he had a baby last weak. so what they all say and do is a lie, he told me i was a fool for not marrying him bcuz he is the perfect husband but at the same time was ready for an affair. i know this man is a lie but still i m looking for a way to detach myself but i have failed. u can read my story in emotiaonal mastery section bondage.

    in reply to: Feeling like the other woman now #50904
    ainka
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    can u explain further bcuz courages story is also my ques iand i still looking for ans

    in reply to: What can replace happiness of a relationship? #50901
    ainka
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    i have been through a horrible breakup its been 15 yrs but still i m in love with him, he used my love to fill his void and then moved on to other girls, but at the same time troubling me telling me how he was, how he liked them and hated them, he went through a divorce where i was used as a shoulder to cry on and then moving away to marry another and my happiness ……….. no one cared for. meanwhile i tried to concentrate on myself got a good job but being single doesnt give me happiness, i do cry all day looking at others.

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