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    My kundalini awakening began with intense pain at the base of my spine (I had a degenerative spinal disease at the time so I chalked it up to that). A friend who considered herself a life coach decided to “DNA activate” me thru bija syllables, and apparently it worked because within 6 or 7 months I had all sorts of symptoms, from pain and swelling in my neck to the experience of amrita dripping from the top back of my head + down my throat (again, had no idea what was going on and this time went to the hospital). The thing is, kundalini plumbs the recesses of the unconscious mind, and lights up layers upon layers of whatever trauma you’ve carried unresolved in your body. You know how a room sometimes gets messier before it gets cleaner? Same concept here. It’s cleaning house, resolving negative ego, but in order to do that it triggers/drags those aspects out of the unconscious into the conscious stream in order that they might be dealt with. It- as Carl Jung put it- makes the “unconscious conscious” and that includes disturbing thoughts and impulses, etc. So yes, some people go thru hell, depending on whether they’re grasping the personality construct. Let it flow, don’t resist. Watch any negative ideas or states which bubble up, but don’t engage them. Don’t identify with them, they’re only passing. A year into this ALL my health issues are resolved, including the spinal disease. The only thing I struggle with anymore is anxiety. There are positives to this process, it just takes time. I also have meditative practice and do shadow work tho, plus a lot of in-depth research. We don’t fear what we understand. Wishing you well <3

    I was going through my old screenshots of researching people with similar Kundalini experiences. Tannhauser I see is going through my same situation.

    LYNSEY – I hope you see my post, I’d love to talk to you, please. I have Degenerative Disc Disease as well, I’ve had lumbar spinal fusion surgery, and that’s when my re-awakening started (First awakening September 2012, re-awakening April 2018, one year after spine surgery). I was supposed to have same surgery on cervical spine (neck), but calamity and chaos kept me from getting it done, forcing me to have to heal on my own even without medication, which is ok cuz radiculopathy from pinched nerve in my neck actually stopped making arms tingly (I received cervical spine injections), and now off gabapentin thank goodness but I still awake with arms numb…

    Anyway – I hope you get my message. I’m very interested in talking to you about your experience.

    Kundalini has me 🤔 and I understand the struggle people here are experiencing. It’s not fun. I just hope that the new age community would stop making it out to be something glamorous. A lot of them seem so arrogant and I wonder if they’re actually going through the same thing I am. But I realized that most of them I guess are Awakening, but I must have been waking up from a deeper and darker place than they woke up from. Example: I heard a guy once say that he used to use thc but it’s “low vibe” for him now. I never used thc, never got opportunity to even try it, but now I use it for my physical pain (for the healing, not exactly the feeling, but the feeling is just icing on the cake, ya know? Still, keeping a clearer and focused mind is more important, but I can’t deny that the feeling is pleasant 🤷). Thc for ME is EXTREMELY HIGH VIBRATIONAL, cuz I’m not used to having it, not privileged to have had the opportunity to use it. And if you have Degenerative Disc Disease pain, you know exactly what I’m talking about. Thc helps my pain, I value it’s benefits.

    Sorry I didn’t mean to rattle on. Anyone else in situation of Kundalini and Spine problems, I’d love to get in touch with you.

    This is my first post here. I look forward to checking back here in case of replies. Thank you all for reading. 🫡

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