I said to her ‘no i do not feel comfortable giving you because i might get into trouble’ i wasnt sure then but she did keep asking so i thought i should just give her
Like this one friend also has said stuff like ‘i do not want to listen to anything sad right now, i want to have a good time’ or she just doesnt respond at all which is why i dont really open up to them and things tend to be bottled up
Yes to me it felt like she was just taking advantage and when i eventually had the guts to say no she got annoyed with me for saying no and calling her unappreciative. I would’ve expected her to say something along the lines of ‘you both are my bestfriends and i want you both to speak to each other anout your problems’ but instead she did not respond properly and said she was not going to get involved. Which felt like she did not care about what happened.
I did tell her that i was uncomfortable from the start. She just kept making me feel bad so i did say yes. Im not one to just say no Because i dont want to be a bad friend. I understand that we have different rights. But i guess its just the fact that i would want my friends to understand what i’m like or try to fix things between us like i would.
i believed i was bad person because of all the things i had been through and the thoughts inside my head were supporting this. I have always been hurt by my past because it is a painful part of my life i dont like to recall. some days i do not feel any feelings towards him which in turn makes me feel even more horrible and i know this is because of my thoughts. my thoughts are my enemy.
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