I think that’s what makes it so hard he’s a very good man and very caring he’s never treated me or anyone else this way it’s so out of character we are not married and have a son of 20  he’s been fine about the home I’m staying with our son and will remain there        He says that he feels we were living as friends but as I said I didn’t feel that was as we still had a physical relationship. He believes I feel same as him and my pain is for the life we had and not that I want him     I hurts me so much to hear him talk that way and totally dismiss how I feel    He wil! Not accept that I would have done anything to resolve any issues he was my world.      I can see my live without in it

Of course 10 weeks on and I’m still devastated I don’t know what happened we have been together since we were young he feels that he needs something different as he’s only ever been with me he felt we become more friends than partners I didn’t feel that way as there was still a physical relationship   over the years we have had our ups and downs but made it through we have had a tough few year parents health. He has made many changes in last few years which I fully supported new job going back uni I think this has changed he’s outlook on life and his feelings for me

I was happy embroiled within his family and friends now I’m lost alone and can’t move forward