First let me say that you can overcome anything. I believe that truly and if you can believe that as well you can start to make a change. If you took a inventory of yourself, I bet you would see so many amazing things that you havent given full attention to. It seems like the situations your going through arent allowing you too see the beautiful person you are. That shell of insecurity may be limiting you and holding you back in many areas. What are your routines and habits. How you start your day is key to me. I dont want to get into your spiritual belief system but what I will say is that if found one thing daily to be grateful for despite what your going through you will see amazing changes. I believe even the smallest things deserve some love. I once wrote that i was grateful for breakfast and my remote control.lol. But seriously I was, I dont like getting up to change the channel. If you have a roof over your head and clothes on your back you’re already winning. Your problems wont go away. In life were always going to go through something its our mindset that defines us not he situation. Take a step back, breathe in the issues, face the challenges. You will get through this.