Thank you for your posts, they are rational and thought-provoking. I appreciate the time you have taken to read what I wrote and reply.
If I could live my life again I would have enlisted in the RAF and worked as a computer technician or electronics specialist. Or a computer repair apprenticeship through a company or the army. That ship has long sailed, military or apprenticeships are not an option.
Volunteer orgs have a surprisingly strict regime due to their high applicant rate. And being a business is a joke. I’m a loose end. Anyway it’s not anyone else’s problem. I need to figure this all out.
I should have made such better choices. I had no idea how things worked. Even now I can’t figure out what to do. I was so inexperienced and stupid. I let everyone take advantage of me. I wish I could find a way in life. I feel like I’ve blown it.
Sure bad things happen but it’s still a responsibility as an adult to arrange your own education and find your own opportunities. I have messed that up. I don’t know where to go with myself from here and that’s my fault.
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